“If God has called you to do something, He will pay the bills,” - I clearly remember these words from a teaching session by Pastor Nicky Raiborde as a student at the Bible College of Wales (BCW) three years ago. He spoke about his own experiences in ministry, traveling to different nations as the Lord directed. With so little in the bank, he depended on the Lord to show up and provide for his needs. “No matter how many times you have said yes before, it isn’t easy. It’s always a bold step of faith.”
1. Clinging on to nothing else.
When the Lord called him out of wage-earning, he took one bold step of faith to leave his job. At that point, he was no longer active in ministry and was not in constant contact with fellow Christians who would readily bless him. The Lord had impressed on him that the real life of faith meant depending on no man, most of all his family. And what I found to be shocking was that he decided to never take a meal at home without paying for it. He wanted all to know that it was the Lord alone who kept him, just as He did for George Muller. His unshakable resolve to trust in God’s promises left me pondering on where my security lies.
Psalm 20:7 says that some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we believers can trust in the name of the Lord our God. It is easy to put our security in our jobs, education qualifications, investments or families. But these things can easily crumble, and the only kingdom that stands forever is the Lord’s. His name is a Strong Tower.
2. Only making his needs known to the Lord.
Mr. Howells did not reveal his needs to anyone but the Lord. He believed that God would act on his behalf to move the hearts of man to bless him as he prayed. I’m amazed by the rest he found in the Lord, such that he saw no need to strive for anything. Whether it was for his life, for others or for the BCW, he looked to God instead of running a fundraiser like many would today. In fact, he had only two shillings when the Lord first spoke about purchasing the first property for the BCW, worth about 10,000 pounds on that day.
3. Blessing others in his time of need
When a need was revealed to Mr. Howells, he would always bless others. He knew that everything he had belonged to God and always had full assurance that God would replenish what he lacked in the nick of time. His faith continued to inspire those he led at the BCW and the batches that followed.
Some of the most generous and loving people I know are those who readily bless others despite not having much themselves. They will remind me that the Lord loves to give good gifts to His children, and it is a joy being in their presence because they are bubbling vessels of the Father’s love! In knowing Him deeply, they can trust Him to do exceedingly more than any of us can ask or imagine. (Eph 3:20)
“The next time you have a need, sow a seed of faith and meet someone else’s,” I recall Pastor Nicky reiterate in class. In this season, I have been learning to let God stretch my faith to trust him for what I need. He is truly Jehovah Jireh, and desires for us to experience His unfailing provision so that we can sow seeds of faith in the lives of others!
About the Author - Emma Lim
After several years of building a career in media and communications, Emma took a leap of faith into the unknown and attended school at the Bible College of Wales. Carrying a heart for missions, she spent another season serving the Lord in Wales, and yearns to see the nations sing as one voice before the King of Kings. She lights up whenever she hears a good story, and never fails to have a song on her heart.
About the Bible College of Wales
With a rich heritage in prayer and intercession, the Bible College of Wales is raising up men and women who are empowered and equipped to play a part in the worldwide move of God. The College is a House of Prayer for all nations, in fulfilment of the “Every Creature Commission” – that the gospel would go out to every nation. Come visit us at our retreat centre or pray about joining the School of Ministry. More information can be found at www.bcwales.org or write in to firstname.lastname@example.org to speak to us.